here i am at 1:44 am on the forums all alone(magenticlama was here technically but all he does is hover)and im so f**king bored i cant sleep. my body is exhausted but my mind just wont shut down. thats y it takes me like 4 hrs 2 fall asleep.this is do 2 my adhd.thats the way it worx.it causes ur mind 2 skip form random thought 2 thought in the blink of an eye and nvr stop.ive gone from thinking about sex 2 traffic lights......ur body can totally exhausted but ur mind wont slow down and u cant relax cuz u cant stop thinking.this is the way its been now for 17 yrs and im really getting tired of it.......man i really am spamming these forums,if it really bothers u naq ill tone it down a bit.

P.S. another thought just came 2 mind(this is completely off topic)
my grammer sux becuz i do shortcuts. i ask alot of annoying questions cuz i want answers.u guyz tell me 2 tone down my craziness cuz i might scare ppl away,but u see, i really dont giva flying f**k what ppl think about me,i did for too long and it screwed me up.if sumone comes 2 this forum, sees one of my post and says "omg look at this retrd who cant spell,nvr shuts up,and blah blah"and then decides nvr post here, my thoughts r good ridens. if someone is gonna judge me by what they read then i really dont want them posting on thses forums anyway.i want beatup judgemental ppl.but i do care what sum ppl think about me, but these ppl hav earned me respect, and i will accept their criticism and sugguestions. i will name some of these ppl now becuz i hav nothing better to do
1.mom
2.first ex gf
3.derik whittenburg
4.naquadria
5.omega_zero_blahblah
6.retribution
7.exxaxion(lol u know im jk)
ok gn ima try 2 sleep again gb 4 now